It's all coming back to me

I helped anybody without hesitation. I've been so good at helping other people, I can not even help myself as quick as I did with people. I have asked a huge favor and I have to be dealt with like I'm applying for a huge loan from the World Bank, reminding of my carefree lifestyle, and sorts of irresponsibilities.

It's all coming back to me now.

I have planned a beautiful life for everybody, for free. I do not deserved to be treated this way. I am not stiff. Never.

Seeking for a brand new day. Life too harsh lately.